I'm sorry..i cant be perfect

I just want to say that im really sorry to both my mum and dad

i know they're not reading this but this is sincerely from my heart

im sorry cos im just broken your heart

im sorry cos i cant give u happiness even just a bit

im sorry that i keep troubling both u in this 18 years

im sorry that i can give u the best result as u want..as u really really want..

i've already tried my best, but im just cant..im sorry..

im sorry cos make both of u embarrassed with my result

3A's was totally embarrassing, i know

im sorry cos make both of u embarrassed for having a daughter like me

i sincerely apologize n i wish i could knelt to the ground n ask for your forgiveness

im really really sorry 

u may hate me mak, abah because of my stupidness

but im just really really sorry

im not a good daughter of yours

maybe this is what im deserve, for my behavior toward u all this time

im sorry that i cant be such a perfect daughter as u wanted

i just want u to know that i always loves u mak,abah

and im really sorry cos i keep disappointing u

although u never express it in word, i still can see it on your face

...

"I'm sorry, I cant be perfect,

now its just too late

now I cant go back

I sorry, I cant be perfect.."

I hate myself for not being such a good daughter of yours

I hate myself for being like this

all I can say now is Im sorry although i know it couldn't change anything

With tears :  from your useless daughter..