Shit Happen

admitted! Nisa mmg seorang yang sangat2 pelupa and careless

haha..why??

because I always forgot about my things

especially my keys, my handphone and my wallet

yeah..this is so me..hahah!

before this, its almost everyday I've been scolded by Kak Dhiya about this

yelah..letak je 3 bnde ni rata-rata

huhu..i dont know why..seems like I cant change it..its habit..

mse kt sekolah, member nisa, Ekin yang salu ingatkan nisa bout this 3 things

then, da kerja..akak dhiya yang salu ngatkan

but since Kak Dhiya has been gone, no one remembering me

and yeah..shits happen to me yesterday..

as usual, i got to be on work at 3.30pm but I'm just being late at that time

but xde la menggelabah pon, i'm just act like usual

then,after I parked my motorcycle, I forgot to pull out the key

till 10.30pm, when I'm on my way to go to my bike, then I realized, there's no key with me!
WTF??!! i searched it everywhere, I'm going to help department of Aeon

hopping that they were holding my key

but unfortunately, they dont have it !
feel like my world has turned dark

sitting upset on my bike, try to remember where I put the key

and there's MIRACLE..hahah!
i just dont know why, tgn Nisa tbe2 trus pegang 1 tempat kt motor tu

padahal, sebelum ni x pernah pon nak pegang kocek kecik tuh

and yeah that it is! my keys!!!

Thank God..there must be a really really really kind person who helping me out

nasib la dpt orang yang baik jumpa kunci kt moto tu

kalau dibuatnye orang jahat, mesti da jalan da moto tuh kn

huh..what a relief.....Alhamdulillah sgt2..

x tau cmane nk ckap terima kasih kt orang tu

and i believe, that person must be a really kind person and I really want to thank to him/her

but i just dont know why..yela, mne la tau sape..

what ever it is,who is the person is, I always pray that person will be always in His blessing..

*actually, ni kali kedua Nisa tggal kunci kt moto..before this, pak guard tu yang jumpe

nak amek kunci tu kt dye, kene bayar RM5 kot! haha..denda katenye..^.^

Changed

What a boring life that I've been through nowadays huhu

yelaa..since akak Dhiya dah behenti kerja ni, environment kt tempat kerja are completely changed !

I mean like everything..

huh..bosan tol..and me?? feel like I dont hve any mood to go there

hmm..what a mess!! 

 skarang ni pon da kene cut hours, mean I'm just working for 6 hour per day

derr..mne ckup duit woi..waatteerrfakk laaa mnger aku nih..

I miss kak Dhiya..

She taught me every single thing kt SR..

so sekarang yg tinggal just me and Farhana

bosan lah..ngan staff2 baru nie..hmm..

x tau cmane nak tego dorang psal something

even though I'm the senior..

I've been working there longer than them

I've met a lot of staff before them

but I just dont know cmane nak tego dorang

yela..nanti kate aku ni engkek lah, ape lah..
lantak lah..i'm just doing my work and smpai mse aku balik

I dont give a shit right..so why do I care..

hahh yes, of cos I care!

huwaaa..things was completely arent the same!

and I was totally sick with it !

I miss every single moment with u

My 18th Birthday Party!

haha..Im just 18th LOLx!

and I really want to say is my birthday celebration on this year was totally the best that I ever had

unexpected and full of surprise!

yeah..i felt like im the most luckiest person on this world on that day..! ^.^

my birthday is actually on 14th but I decided to celebrate it with my friend in 15th

actually Nisa just nak ajak dorang makan2 kt dataran and share a moments together

apa yang wat nisa betul2 terkejut is the cake!! yeah..cake! choc mud cake!

sbb?? sbelum tu nisa ade ckp nak makan choc mud cake on my birthday

tp yela, budjet x ckup weh..so im just forget it..

haha..but mse hr tu, smpai2 je kt dataran..dorg bwak keluar semua makanan yang kitorang beli

*actually nisa yang nk beli, tp mse nk bayar, dorg lak yg kua duit..haishh..

everything act like usual, no one talk bout it till one part

kawan nisa ajak nisa g satu tempat, jauh dr dorg..nisa ikot je lah..

but suddenly, someone closed my eye and I feel like WHAT IS IT??!! 

bila nisa bukak mata, wahhh!!! MY CHOC MUD CAKE!! 

I was totally surprise!!

they sang a song to me, and feel so special ! hahah..

i couldn't say anything, speechless! just keep saying thank u again and again..huhu..

then we are enjoying our moments, laughing, laughing and launging!

tah bila mse korang plan sume2 ni..huhu..

^.^

and this year, ramai sangat yang wish kt Nisa

and the most important, I got 5 birthday cake for this year!

dont be jelous okay?? haha..

this is my SECRET RECIPE friends..

thanks to all of you!!

 thanks for the cake guys!

 haa..ni mse 14th march at BOSTON restaurant

celebrating with my Kak Dhiya and Fana

 that is my special cake..my 1st birthday cake..!
sbb ape special?? sbb dye buat sndiri cake ni nk kasi kt nisa.. ^.^

 my 2nd Birthday cake from Kak Dhiya and Fana..

 that it is! my 3rd bithday cake! choc mud! 

thanks to all my Secret Recipe team..!! 

 my 4th birthday cake..from my supervisor..Jeff Tan.. ^.^

 my 5th birthday cake from my Ex-supervisor..JJ Kua.. <3

thanks to both of u..! I love u all so much!!

i got a birthday present from them, and that thing,is the thing that i really2 want b4 this.. ^_^

to all my secret recipe member, I would like to say thank you to all of u for this surprise and happiness!

you are all appreciated guys!

I love all of u!

thanks cos make me feel i'm the luckiest person ever

cos having a friends like u guys.. ^.^

I'm sorry..i cant be perfect

I just want to say that im really sorry to both my mum and dad

i know they're not reading this but this is sincerely from my heart

im sorry cos im just broken your heart

im sorry cos i cant give u happiness even just a bit

im sorry that i keep troubling both u in this 18 years

im sorry that i can give u the best result as u want..as u really really want..

i've already tried my best, but im just cant..im sorry..

im sorry cos make both of u embarrassed with my result

3A's was totally embarrassing, i know

im sorry cos make both of u embarrassed for having a daughter like me

i sincerely apologize n i wish i could knelt to the ground n ask for your forgiveness

im really really sorry 

u may hate me mak, abah because of my stupidness

but im just really really sorry

im not a good daughter of yours

maybe this is what im deserve, for my behavior toward u all this time

im sorry that i cant be such a perfect daughter as u wanted

i just want u to know that i always loves u mak,abah

and im really sorry cos i keep disappointing u

although u never express it in word, i still can see it on your face

...

"I'm sorry, I cant be perfect,

now its just too late

now I cant go back

I sorry, I cant be perfect.."

I hate myself for not being such a good daughter of yours

I hate myself for being like this

all I can say now is Im sorry although i know it couldn't change anything

With tears :  from your useless daughter..

Full of hatred

You are just being so nice with me

you treat me like im the only girl that u seek in every crowd

you treat me like im the most important person in your life..

Now, i know what kind of person you are

Now, im just cant stop my feeling to hate you

Now, im trying to forget you

im trying to getting away from you

cos im started to hate you..

JUST GET OFF FROM MY SIGHT !

im just full of hatred now..

remember my dear, once I hate u, it'll last forever..

im gonna treat u like nothings happen

like im not hurt at all

like i dont really care bout u..

YOU FOOL ME AROUND

mess up

Well..my life was totally mess up in this few days..

huhh..too many problem to be settle down..

semua msalah ni wat ak rse down sgt2

especially when its about FRIENDSHIP..but its okay..

maybe she just dont understand me what kind of situation im having right now..

so im just let her go with her decision without knowing that im having the most hard time now 

tak ade bnde ak nk explain pd dia and that it is

we are making our own way

of cos i was totally sad becoz yeahh u know

she was a good friend of mine of cos

and im spending almost all my time with her before this..

but its okay, maybe it'll be the best thing for her life..perhaps..

aku x salahkn dia cos she doesnt know anything..

ok done with her and now im talking bout someone else

haha..he also give me heartache!

but now, everythings has been fixed and i dont want to talk bout it anymore..

haha..ble pk blik,cam nk gelak guling2..

cbe la bygkn..we are fighting just becos one stupid reason..immature! haha..

selain tu, byk g masalh aku..

its bout family and i dont think i should write bout it here

its too privacy.. ^.^

hah yups..ade satu masalah yg betul2 myakitkan pale otak ak!

its bout someone yg x suda2 mengganggu aku since aku kt skola rendah g

wat the hell la with this guys..?? fanatic with me?? derr..buta ke ape..

huhh..and now dia da tau ak kerja kt mne and gila dia da mnjd blik

bygkan la we, boleh plak dye tunggu ak hr2 kt tmpat keje..lalu lalang kt situ..adooii

lalu lalang aku boleh tahan g

masalahny tiap kali dye lalu, dia akan tukar baju..WTF??

and most worst thing is, dia siap mintak kerja lg kt c2..WTH??

luckily, supervisor aku ckp, we are full already..fuhh..

ade gak manusia cam ni?? 

huhh..

Can't let you go, even if I die

Regardless of the age, it all hurts the same
Regardless of how young you are, we all know and feel pain

Why did you lie that everything will be ok?
The broken heart doesn't get repaired easily
How will I live without you, so...

Even if I die, I can't let you go
How could I let you go if you're planning to leave
Then fix my heart so I can at least live on painlessly
If you can't, then since I wouldn't be able to live
I can't let you go even if I die

No matter how much you push me away, I will hold on to you till the end
So you won't be able to go anywhere

If you are really leaving, then lie
Let's meet tomorrow and meet with a smile
Then say that you were joking about breaking up if not then...

Even if I die, I can't let you go
How could I let you go if you're planning to leave
Then fix my heart so I can at least live on painlessly
If you can't, then since I wouldn't be able to live
I can't let you go even if I die

We spent so much time together
But how could I live alone now?
I can't do that, I can't

Even if I die, I can't let you go, I really can't let you go
If you're planning to leave, then fix my heart
so I can at least live on painlessly
If you can't, then since I wouldn't be able to live
I can't let you go even if I die

By : 2AM

I love this song damn so much! <3

L.O.V.E

i want to sleep but i just cant get enough with my blog..hahahh..

yeahh..what i really want to say is im just so happy with mylife now..alhamdulillah..

my parent,my siblings and my friends..

they are all make my life complete !

i love all of them more than word that i could say..^.^

cerita cerita

Wow! its been a very long long long time i havent update my blog..yeah..im just get busy with my work and what so eva..huhh.. i dont even have much time for myself..okay??

actually Nisa pon x taw nk story ape kt blog ni, tu pasal la lme x update

today is my offday..err nope, actually its more to PONTENG ! tbe2 rse cam xde mud nk g keje..hahahh..

so,its almost 12am in the morning now..i have get wake up early in the morning but i didnt get sleep yet..

i just cant get enough with my facebook and youtube

Nisa sndiri pon x taw ape yang best sgt ngn facebook tuh,tp asyik nk dok mgadap bnde tu je..WTH..

hahh, talk about youtube..i was wondering tah bape banyak la video yang ade kt youtube tu

mesti berjuta-juta kn..perrghh..

and for me, video yang salu dok cari is about K-POP

hahahh..not all..just more to SNSD & 2PM

korang tau..?? yeah, i know..bukan sume layan k-pop kn

ade yang siap kutuk2 ag sape yang minat k-pop..huhh..WTH la dowg ni..

each person have different interest rite, so plis la respect each other..

haha..emo disitu..!

 let me show u who is 2PM

tadaaaaa  !!

OMG! they are super damn cute,isnt it?? huhh..

oppss, dont get me wrong..thats not the only point why im crazy bout them..

its about MUSIC 

nisa mmg ske gler ngn sume lagu2 dowg..best gler doe sume..

plus dgn dancing dowg yang power, mmg pergghh..perfect choreography!

and the most important yang wat nisa fell in love with them is the differences in each performance of them

means like xde la bnde yang same je..msti ade yang lain and bnde tu of cos unexpected and gempak!

but unfortunately, now they only got 6 members in their group

their leader is eliminated from that group..sbb?? pnjg cte nye..korg tanya la kt uncle yahoo..okay?

and now lets talk about SNSD..yeay!

err.. i dont have much to say about them

just to say that I LOVE SNSD so much! hahahh..

cantik kn?? huhh..kinda jeles rite now..hahahh..

dowg adalah kumpulan wanita yg paling berpengaruh di Korea

and they have a lot of fans around the world ! 

haishh..kalau nk stori satu2 pasal dowg ni mmg tak abis la..mau malatop lappy ak..huhh..

wahh.....im kinda sleepy rite now...

i better go now..huhuhh..